Well school has started up again. I suppose the semester should be fine though I worry about taking 17 hours plus research. Luckily, I'm a genius (it should be said that at my first attempt of spelling it, I misspelled "genius"). Anyway, that doesn't really matter. What's much more interesting is that I am not sure if I should give a talk on a religious retreat. If I write an honest talk, there is no way it will be permitted because I am not feeling faithful to God and I am really apathetic about being so. I am pretending like a champ though, I'm hoping that if I pretend long enough it will become real. I'll lose myself in character and be a good man pursuing God. That would be nice. But still, I have a voice in me that critiques everything faithful that goes through my head, my skepticism may kill my faith at this rate yet I still am apathetic about fixing it. Even as I write this I'm becoming bored about the topic of God and want to go onto facebook or something. That's what I am becoming...how dreadful. O well, I'll go check my email now.
