God, Listen Up

Let's be honest shall we? You and I are acquaintances aren't we? The type of friends that speak well of each other but can't speak personally to each other or about each other. I never seem to see you around in my day to day life. If I ever do, it has to be in some dusty book you let some bros make for you. Some call it your love note to us but I don't want a love note from someone I don't know and a love note isn't going to tell me who you are. Get in my life. Help me to do the things that you like so I can break free of these things keeping me down. Put me in a desert because I won't go willingly. I need you to be my only oasis, not just another spring. Why is it that you have the living water that will make me never thirst and yet I must continuously go to you to quench myself. Are you the living water or just another water? Sure your cleaner but you seem to last just as long. Am I just not savoring you enough? Answer me por favor, I'm tired of praying only to hear the echoes of silence.