Investigative Journalism

I need to examine my life and see where the sin is popping up. Where its origin is from because it certainly is coming from somewhere quite strong. Is it my pride? What of my lust? No, my lust is probably a symptom of my desire for control and security in another aspect of my life. Pride seems big. It seems to fuel my belief that I can be in control, that I can make myself secure without anyone's aid. But this isn't true, it's a lie. Nothing can secure me in this world. Job endured hell and all he relied on was his innocence. We are to completely trust in God, even as we die from horrors.